Tuesday, December 30, 2008

2008 recap.


Thursday, November 27, 2008

Just another day on the job

NASA image of the day and another day, another picture of rad.

This will be my desk someday

Hopefully the sooner the better. Ars technica just did a first impression of the new Apple LED displays and says some note worthy things. One, that the display is bright, in fact brighter than the old iMac which I'm excited to hear becuase of how shiny these nine hundred displays are. My desk would differ in that I would change the mouse and keyboard to Logitech's diNovo Edge; mac edition keyboard and my Microsoft Sidewinder mouse. And I would keep the Dwight bobble head too.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

today should go like thiss

OOOOOkk... so I'm plotting for the sleepless day ahead. Today should be fun if all goes as planed. All right the plans.
Epic. Krispy Kreme's stock is'nt doing that great so I might just buy a dozen then give them to my friends. These look soo good.
2. I'm gonna go get them after some surfy surf with mike if he wakes up. I need waves
3.hangout with my wang out?
4. Do nothing.
5. Repeat step 4
6. See Synecdoche new york Enter if you dare to think, I really want to see this with my Pops.
7. Have tea with friends

I'll do a recap of what happened and what didn't tomorrow

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Tonight went a little somthing like this

Started off pluging myself in to the tubes like the matrix. Leading me to watch the new Zeitgeist: Addendum video which is really interesting.
Then I made pizza.

Which led to Rashida Jones daugther of the Conductor Quincy Jones wiki reading which somehow lead to Tupac...

Thursday, October 16, 2008

So clean.

I test drove the jetta tdi sedan today. It was amazing, so nice and eco friendly at 45 average mpg. I am considering selling my car when I get a steady job then putting all that money on a down payment for a 09 jetta sportwagen like this one but black.

I would do everything this person did with their sportwagen but different wheels and no sun roof.
And put this front kit on it.

But first thing first I need my new MBP even though they have super glare screens.

More at.... gizzzzmodo!

Monday, September 29, 2008

What I'm about.

PHILOSOPHY. POLITICS. SOCIOLOGY. ANTHROPOLOGY. SCIENTOLOGY(kidding). not RELIGION. NON-VIOLENCE. POETRY. CREATION. TECHNOLOGY. HISTORY. PSYCHOLOGY. BLAH. no. FUCK all those big words. I'm about one simple thing that has been one of the most construed ideas of our world. And that is truth, i am solely devoted to truth. Nothing else but pure truth. Give me something or someone true, i will take great truth over anything. Over you, over my friends, over money, over god. I will not take it over love, because love is one of the truest thing that is beyond all, but then love must be true.

Monday, September 22, 2008

Light Graffiti

This makes me want to get a new camera or just fix my damned and loved SD1000 or just get the new Canon Eos 5d mark II with 1080p video recording. hey only 3 grand why not?

Old pictures of or light graff with jermz's cam cam bam bam. fun night

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Rest or Rise

How can I rest my eyes? all I see are thoughts; I'm going to rise.
How can I rise? my eyes, all I see are thoughts. I'm going to rest.
Why must this world despise? Everywhere I look, all I see are lies.
Can I rise above their try's? When they have whole nations hypnotized.
The art is to not get taken, to not let all the ugly big take over fake in.
Test this will of mine. Tidal waves cannot crash through me. I'll be fine.
So I'm going to break these castle walls down from around my mind.
To see if I can build them back up, to see if I have enough. Will i rest or rise?
To take the latter or fall down the latter breaking myself  back to the ground.
And now I see myself falling down into a well into a bat filled hell.
I'm broken and scared. Now I see a god like being I do not know.
He's repelling from the heavens, a true angel but holds himself as a rebel.
He asks "Why do we fall?" I don't speak. "So we can learn to pick our selves up."
Says my father and my savior. And he, not the hero but the legend that will never die.
How can I rise? My eyes, all I see is lies; I'm going to rest and die.
How can I rest My eyes, all I see is truth. I'm going to rise and fly.
So will I rest and die or will I rise and fly. I think I'll grow some wings.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Pure Imagination

"Hold your breath
Make a wish
Count to three...

Come with me
And you'll be
In a world of
Pure imagination
Take a look
And you'll see
Into your imagination

We'll begin
With a spin
Traveling in
The world of my creation
What we'll see
Will defy

If you want to view paradise
Simply look around and view it
Anything you want to, do it
Wanta change the world?
There's nothing
To it

There is no
Life I know
To compare with
Pure imagination
Living there
You'll be free
If you truly wish to be

If you want to view paradise
Simply look around and view it
Anything you want to, do it
Wanta change the world?
There's nothing
To it

There is no
Life I know
To compare with
Pure imagination
Living there
You'll be free
If you truly
Wish to be"
-Willy Wonka And The Chocolate Factory(1971)

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Shit hits the fan

I just want to grow and not move too far along. To not grow but they say the art is to not get taken by the bullshit that hits the fan. Shooting off life's blades and all its stupid escapades that just disarrange all that i gave; all that is supposed to be arranged.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

batman 3 and why it shoulden't be, slash movie apresh slash rambles

Its not all about money and Chris Nolan should know this. Even though this movie(im so tired and i just wrote "movie" as "movey", funny thing is that it works i love firefox's auto spell check with those red doted lines :)...i digress) is about 80% going to happen. Its sad because you just can not top this movie and if he can it will be one of the greatest movies ever and be up there with the godfather trilogy which the dark knight already is. Which is what they probably said about godfather II and than again on 3. However.

Lets look at movies that where successful that only had one sequel
Ghostbusters I & II

Wayne's World I & II
(love and recently sang Bohemian rhapsody with my friends in the car and rocked so hard this lady driving next to us applauded at out performance driving aside us the hole time)i just spelled "hole", "hool" and said spelt spelt instead of spelled...wow, and i have to get up at 10, 11ish for my older sisters wedding.
Kill Bill I & II

Bad Boys I & II

Toy Story I & II
howdy, howdy, howdy.
(the third one is being made, its going to make alot of money and only be good because its pixar)
batman begins and the dark knight hopefully will remain on the list. but still if ridler

Movies that 3rd movie sucked:
original batman series
Batman Returns, Batman Forever & Batman & Robin.

o wait they all sucked...(
except Batman.)
Spider Man 3;

X-man: the last stand. more like the lamest stand... (i just wrote that and almost deleted it due to fucking lameness, don't worry ill be here all week.)
hey look a winkie face on accident (question: due i stop writing whatevers on my mind?...haha) anyway on with the picture
hes the juggernaut.... bitch.

better than X3
Mighty ducks 3 haha.. and rush hour almost made it on here.

Future movie sequel to actually look forward to;
fucking TR2N!@$!(tron 2) bootleg trailer here

ALSO;WATCHMEN should not be a 3 hour movie even though its still going to be great it would be so much greater if it were a 12 part mini series. Think band of brothers but fucking greater than great it would be EPIC. Its to bad though because I know crucial things are going to be cut from the film.

I JUST DELETED A BUNCH I WROTE! and its most likely better off...fuck. If i remember id rewrite it but my mind it fucking DEAD. Goooodnight.

just listed to the whole alchemy index. its soo fucking epic. love love love love.
Now playing: Thrice - Child Of Dust
via FoxyTunes yah four times mo fucka

Wednesday, August 27, 2008


give me love
give me truth
give me positivity
let it be real
and least by not least
let it be shared

Saturday, August 16, 2008

My top 5 talks

These are five talks, speeches or whatever you want to call them the I listed in order not of how popular they are but on how they impacted me.

5.Richard Dawkins TED talk on the queerness of the universe.

Senetor Barack Obama at the church of Dr. Kings a day before Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. holiday

3.Tony Robbins TED talk.

ps: banana hands

2.Jill Bolte Taylor: My stroke of insight

1.Randy Pausch gives his last lesson on life

Friday, August 8, 2008

Stolen stars

I'm trapped behind bars, I look to sky and someone stole the stars. I can't feel a thing but the ground beneath. Arising in a castle built by bricks of failures, these crocodiles stealing my time surrounding my minds moat. All I see is the darkness strangling me by my throat. I have no choice but escaping to a peaceful place of hope. I see the dawn coming and now I'm free and running towards the suns growing light.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008


Ripple, ripple my life is so simple. My wings start a storm a million miles away. I am an angel of nothing except to the ones i try and help along the way. disconnected, surrounded but alone. Cant see through my minds eye behind this dark lens. So many lies around always blind me. Careless not thoughtless cant help but to be fearless. Daring myself to want more.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

ill jump i swear

ill step to the very edge of cliff. set my mind to a drift, in my consciousness, take what want and find me at my very best. i wont forget you or anyone that i once left. ill say it with meaning, ill promise to you. ill tell you believe in me and heed my words as true. ill try not to muddy the waters that are still shinning blue.

Now playing: Have Heart - the same sun
via FoxyTunes

Saturday, June 7, 2008


A man sings no song about what warriors once fell upon his hands. He never talks about the summit of mountains once conquered. He only speaks of his journey to the great peak keeping the brilliance of the completed adventure in the solitude of his mind. And a man writes nothing worth anything unless he see's himself as something.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008


Am I the bystander to this wreck on the highway I call life or was I the one behind the wheel. I wont kneel down, wont let them steal, nobody is going to rob what makes me. The onlookers helpless eyes witness to my cries as I run through red lights repeating my mistakes. Looking at those who gave into greed, all of those who are fake; they don't realise whats at stake. because when you pretend it takes--it takes away from whats true-whats defines you. The kids who are real are in dire need. Because tonight I'm looking at a crowd of liars that out number me ten to one. Those fakes, and fucking cowards. Can you see beyond their faces. Can you see that fake that i hate, look at yourself I know you can you relate. I ask you: Be bold. Be blunt and be unafraid of society's consequences. Be you. I'm raging on with self gratification and not a feeling of fucking disinclination.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008


For the last years I've been rowing through an ocean of tar and I haven't gotten too far. I have had all the chances, so many opportunities, known the rewards and cast it all away to the abyss to sink down in the cold depth. My compass is broken leaving me lost and directionless. Can't ask for help when I feel so alone like I'm trapped on an island surrounded by my emotional ship wrecks. Starring to the stars just too many to much handle. How do i push on when all my dreams have become a scandal? So I'll watch others sail by with the gale. When my pace is as slow as a snails. Sometimes struggling i go through life not expected to tread on by anyone still I do to prove to my self true, its time now i set sail from this desolate wasteland and on to the ocean blue.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

no surrender

i wont kneel down, wont let them steal from me, wont let anybody rob what is me. looking at those who gave into greed and all those who are fake; they don't realize whats at stake. because when you pretend it takes-it takes away from whats true-whats you. to give in, collapse, surrender will never be my way. tonight I'm looking at a crowd of liars, fakes, and fucking cowards. can you see beyond their faces? that fake that i hate, look at yourself can you relate? so i ask you, try see as i see and i hope it will be the truth that you find. i will always be bold, blunt and i unafraid of society's consequences. ill tread on, raging with gratification not a feeling of disinclination.

Now playing: Shipwreck A.D. - Samur
via FoxyTunes

Thursday, March 27, 2008


Were all growing older as life falls through the hourglass. A pillar of my life that holds me up to stay higher than the rest and even though were all dying I see no need to start counting the beats in my chest. As the crocodile chases we must chase it back, fighting every tick till our last breath. And with every drop of sand that falls, I want to cherish every grain. Like fairy dust every speck of life should be magical and even when my hair is gray I will remain in neverland forever.